Used to Be

Seems like a few weeks ago the "good days" were more frequent. I'm struggling to find a way to get through the next few months. I know I need to start "talking". I know I need to feel like I'm being heard. I just don't know where to start or what to say.
Listing all the things I miss about him over and over again, just seems to fall flat.


Found this picture on the netbook today. I found myself being reminded to "fake it until you can make it".
Maybe, I'll try that tomorrow....