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I've been continuing to watch our home movies. I can't bring myself to watch them on the television so I sit and hold the camera next to my face and watch the little screen. Somehow, I'm almost afraid of hearing his voice at a normal volume in the house. Like I might break and never be able to be put back together.
I only have one video left. I'm so glad I have them but I want so many more than the 12 lousy tapes I have.

Kate said it best tonight as she screamed and cried on our way home from dinner with Mark, Jay'me and the kids
"I don't like Daddy in heaven. It was better when he was here."